He says: I can't help but think what fun we could have with your toy too. The thought of you lying naked on the edge of the bed before me - legs spread so I can tease your thighs just drives me wild. I want to look at your thighs, run my hands up them and spread you legs apart further. Kiss my way up your thighs, nibble them, then kiss puss. I want to give her a little lick just to let her know that I'm there. I want to slide my finger in you, my cock throbbing at this point wanting to be in you, but I so want to try the toy out on you first... This is torture for me wanting to be in you so badly, but I know the payoff will be worth it… wanting nothing more than to penetrate you, but I move the toy, vibrating in my hand over your moist clit as I watch your body and face react. The experience is new to me and it is an incredible turn on as I watch your wet pussy and watch your body move. My left hand moves over your thigh, ass, and boobs and my cock aches to be in you now. I almost can't take anymore (even just writing this). I tell you that I want you to turn over, I want to do you doggie now and you want to continue with the toy as I tease you pussy with my hard cock. You turn over, wait for me to slide inside of you, and I begin to enter you deeply, the wait intensifying the feeling of the first thrust...
I say: LOL!!! You have trouble waiting to get in me in story land too? It will be….a learning experience…for us both sweets. But yeah--I do so want to try using it when we do it doggie…its so good without, it may elevate to mind-blowing with it…
He says: You'd think I was talking about someone else if I said "I calmly and impassively" did anything with you - What you do to me... I so want to try it too baby. I like the idea of blowing your mind…
I say: Well…calm, cool and collected exterior while you inside was going crazy might be believable… o_0
He says: Isn't that how I always come off?
I say: Ohhhh yeahhhhh….so much so, I think I'll have to come up with a new nickname.
He says: As opposed to which nickname? I'm already Tripp - I could be Triple C - calm, cool, and collected…except for the fact I'm sporting wood thinking about you at work…
I say: No--you're Tripp because you're an III…Studmuffin?
He says: I know. I like that - Tripp that is
I say: now I AM going to call you Studmuffin….hahahahahaha!
He says: Geesh - not Studmuffin - LOL. How bout Super Perv?
I say: Nope.
Stud.
Muffin.
Hahahaha…
He says: Heart you Janie.
I say: Heart you too Tripp.
He so has my ♥ in so many ways…I can't bring myself to say "I love you" though…it's like, I dunno, the ultimate betrayal…worse than physically cheating. I've explained this to Tripp in my roundabout way and he understands. I have no problem admitting I do indeed love him…I just can't say it out loud or in writing to him. Y'all are okay--you won't tell on me. At least I hope not.
Sorry for the lack of any real substance as of late (as if there really ever is here--just sayin')…work has been a bitch keeping me way too busy for what they pay me to do, job hunting sucks balls but I am doing it anyhow (I applied at the company Tripp works for--crazy or what?!?!?), and balancing time between home and time with Tripp has pretty much kept me without a free moment…and its summer and I am also wrapped up in softball and all it entails too. I have been keeping up with your blogs though…thank God for google reader!
I am indeed a busy girl.
Just sayin'…
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I could see how a acknowledging love, and regular "I love you"s could feel like crossing a line. When I first started cheating, I didn't even want to kiss on the mouth. When I realized how creepy that made me though, I relented.
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LOL...if you were cheating with me, we'd have never consummated a thing! No kissing?!?! That's like sacrilege! And a definite go no further for me personally. Good thing you're behaving now!
ReplyDeleteI did indeed send this from work...my stupid smartphone wont let me scroll down to delete the legalese. I dunno..I kinda think it makes me look al smart and intimidating.
No? ;-)
Haha, FWIW I relented on that rule on the first "date" it was just too weird.
ReplyDeleteOnce, a long time ago, I was friends with a woman who was cheating on her husband with a man I would ultimately cheat on my husband with. This was well after she was with him and had since divorced and remarried. She and I got to talking about him and she got truly pissed at him after she found out he would kiss me ALL the time. She thought she knew him so well when she asked me if I thought it was strange that he didn't kiss--and especially didn't kiss during sex--that when I looked at her like she had a dick growing out of her forehead and told her he'd never have gotten in my pants at all without kissing...wel, that's when things got kind of strange...LOL!
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