Nothing.
Hear that??
Nothing you do will be enough if the relationship isn’t right.
I'm just trying to help you out here.
If you don't remember that little gem, then the grand finale involves your heart being shattered into a million tiny piercing slivers...
...and quite possibly your cell phone may also break into pieces when it flies across the room when you are essentially unceremoniously dumped with a wake up phone call (thank God for gorilla glass and insurance).
I guess face to face would be too grown up, too hard.
There is no back-tracking...no magical do over button...not enough apologies in the world that will fix a relationship if it isn't right.
Love prevails over logic...the unacceptable somehow becomes acceptable. Giving up wasn't an option (dauntless, you know). Yet for some inexplicable reason crying, yelling, and rationalizing seemed okay.
So today, after being told he couldn't do "this" anymore,
while huddled in a ball on the floor,
a sobbing mess of tears, snot, and self-recrimination
(hey, I never said it would be pretty)
I realized I had my breaking point long before today, I just hadn't accepted it.
2/23/2015.
while huddled in a ball on the floor,
a sobbing mess of tears, snot, and self-recrimination
(hey, I never said it would be pretty)
I realized I had my breaking point long before today, I just hadn't accepted it.
2/23/2015.
I worked myself to the fucking ground trying to make a broken relationship what it used to be.
The problem with that was the fact that it was NEVER going to be the relationship it used to be after HE threw us away on a drunken night with a bar whore...let's not even get into the fact that he also impregnated her.
HE did that.
NOT me.
NOT me.
To us.
To me.
So now?
Now it's just me.
And I am good with that.
(forever is a lie too...just sayin')
This comment came via email (because of some technical difficulties) and to be perfectly honest, I've been hearing this (or a similar version) from everyone who has enough knowledge of the situation to weigh in, and it is this:
ReplyDelete"The pain of his betrayal had to come to a head. You were forgiving long enough, now it's time to move on."
Well, that and "WTF is wrong with you?? Where is Jane because the Janie we know and love would never tolerate this or let this shit go on for so long. Find her and BRING HER BACK! We miss her!"
This Summer's Gonna Hurt Like A Motherf****r...just sayin'...