Friday, November 23, 2012

The thankful thoughts left unsaid...

It's easy to say that I'm thankful to have Jane in my life.  And I most certainly am!  I really can't begin to tell you just how thankful I am.  I'm thankful for every moment that we share together.  I'm thankful for the morning smiles when I wake thinking of her:) happy  I'm thankful for waking up and shooting off a quick IM to her while I get the kids ready to get off to school.  I send her morning kisses too.  I usually (OK more than usually) wake up missing her so!  I might share a little dreamland adventure that we had the night before if I recall it.  Sometimes it's something funny that was in my dream.  More often than not, it's how she so teased me - making me rock hard while I'm trying to sleep - LOL.  Sometimes how I so had my way with her.  See baby.  Even in dreamland I'm big "D";) winking  Sometimes it's her wearing a short skirt just to "torture" me out of my mind wanting her!  Just the other week I shared a dream about literally making a shooting star show for her.  Taste the rainbow baby -LOL. 

I'm thankful for having someone who gets me and loves me for me!  Imperfections and all.  I'm thankful that I finally found her!  I'm thankful for every stolen moment that we share together!  I'm thankful for how she makes me feel every time I see her:x lovestruck  I'm thankful for every moment that I get to hold her in my arms!  I'm very thankful this year for our SPOILED MONTH (that was our post from 5/16/12).  That month was amazing and I never took a moment for granted.  God what a wonderful month that was!:) happy

I'm thankful for our two Hookey Days this year
;) winking  So far anyways.  What?  I am greedy:D big grin  I'm thankful for this last Sunday and how the stars aligned for us to spend the afternoon together in that new hotel.

We are so close!
:x lovestruck  She is my friend.  She is my lover.  She is my girlfriend.  She is so much more!:x lovestruck

I'm thankful for me that I have become.  I've said it before - that I get to be the real me - the happy me.  With Jane in my life, that is now the new normal.  The people closest to me (my brothers) see it.  They've commented on and noticed how I am with Jane in my life.  I've noticed it.  I like how I am with my kids.  How even after a long day at work I have the energy and will to play with them and smile with thoughts of Jane on my mind:x lovestruck

I'm thankful that I'm able to help Jane in ways.  It makes me happy being able to help her.  Even if some things seem slow going.  But I love Jane like you wouldn't believe and I want her happy.  It makes me happy.  And I believe in her and I won't give up baby.

We went to my in-laws house for Thanksgiving yesterday and my mother-in-law asked around the table for us to say what we were thankful for.  While I couldn't say what was on my mind...what was in my heart...what I was thankful for was you my baby!:x lovestruck  So much else stems from the happiness and love that we share.  You are always on my mind and in my heart:x lovestruck

I appreciate you!  I am thankful for you!  And I love you so very much!!!:x lovestruck

4 comments:

  1. Well that's a LOT of sayin' for unsaid things sweetheart...just sayin'...lol!

    I am thankful for you in my life, in so many ways. You know this as I make it a point to express it to you regularly...maybe not always as a spoken thanks, but actions speak much louder than words oftentimes.

    My sexy, funny, smart and I love you very much Dustbunny.

    What? That's a big D on dust bunny.

    ROFLMAO!

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  2. I'm in the process of moving offices and was telling Jane how dusty I was - LOL. And just so ya know, if I can ever get you alone in my office after hours, the big "D" will stand for what it's supposed to when I have my way with you bent over my desk;-)

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  3. Funny...i seem to remember tying your hands together with my scarf...maybe pushing you up against the new wall...BEFORE letting you bend me over your desk :-p

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  4. I can't even look at that part of my desk without getting hard thinking of you!!! Seriously! I have to keep it covered with papers now. I move the papers and I can't even think about work let alone talk cock down!

    Holy eff we're doing that again!!!

    And I'm taking you on my bosses desk;-)

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