I wonder.....

I wonder if Jane has any idea how much I miss her.  How I long to have her in my arms.  I wonder if she knows how I love holding her against me.  I wonder if she knows how happy I am when we're together - how I so CAN'T WAIT to see her and feel that happy rush of elation when we're together.  I wonder if she knows how I miss kissing every inch of her.  Those thighs are in trouble BTW for making me miss you so much;-)  I told her once that when we didn't get to see each other for over a week because of work and families that she was so lucky that she wore a certain lil blue dress to distract me because I so wanted to spank her for missing her so much - LOL.  But she made me forget by wearing that dress and my hands began to wander;-) 

I wonder if she knows how much I miss seeing her face and holding her hand.  I wonder if she has any idea how I miss having fun with her and hearing her laugh.  I wonder if she knows how I miss how she smells - how she feels.  I wonder is she knows how hard I am thinking about her right now.  I know she has no idea what she does to me:-P  I wonder is she knows that I had to pause for a bit while writing this because I was thinking about her - LOL.  I wonder is she knows that I do indeed miss her more than vacation last year!  Jane is on vacation.  I planned mine for the same time not wanting to have 2 weeks of being away from her like last year which was just brutal!  But it is still brutal!  I miss her!

She sent me the above picture before she left and it is so fitting.  I told her about one little dream that I had one night and we do meet in my dreams, but I just miss her even more when I wake up.  I wonder if she knows any of this.....