Hmmmmm. Do I have a
tendency to fantasize about certain moments? Geez. Do I even relive – remember – think about
moments that we’ve already shared? Do I
so fantasize about moments to come? Did
I walk through the city with thoughts of you filling my head? Did I have random things (and my November
trip – those reminders were so not random!) catch my eye and make me
laugh? Some make me saw “Awwww! ♥” Some make me
just think of you and miss you so fiercely!
Some make me say “OMG! What are
the odds?” Do they make me think that
the universe wants me to remember just how I love you – just how much I miss
you? Did I scream in my head “I KNOW!!! I so miss her!”? Does the thought of how happy I was to see
you at the train station make me smile right now like a silly goof? Does the thought of how I’m reliving the
feeling of how filled with passion and desire I am for you – how my hand on
your hip at the train station filled me as well with a raging fire for you
drives me wild right now? Did I even
think of you at all while I was away?
When I closed my eyes at night (in a small city apartment will with my
brothers’ snoring) did my mind drift off to thoughts of you? Did I hold you in my arms in some of my
dreams? Did I have my way with you in
others? Were you in every dream that I
remember? On the train ride back, was I
lucky that I had a travel bag (no, not that one – ROFLMAO) on my lap when I
dozed off with a dream idea that makes me need to take deep, calming breaths
right now because I woke with fire burning in my eyes desiring you and maybe an
idea too;-)? Do I never forget how
precious the moments that we’re able to steal are? Did I remember and never take them for
granted – not even in our spoiled month?
Do I love every moment that I spend with you (even if you tried tickling
me at lunch yesterday)? Am I aching right
now thinking about my hands on your thighs at lunch and kissing you (our poor
waitress – LOL)? Do I love you so that
all of this is just scratching the surface?
And BTW. Jane was
right. I so did indeed want to scoop her
up in my arms at the train station! ♥ Just smooch
her! Apparently my “look” gave me away
:-P She does say that I sometimes (there’s
one hell of an understatement) give her these looks like I just want to ravage
her where we stand! Pssssst. I’ll tell ya a lil secret. Sometimes I wanna do just that;-)
And here I thought I was the one surprised at the train
station. I told her my messenger app was being slow
and I had sent that IM minutes before. I
was missing her fiercely – wondering how I could cheer up and enjoy time with
my family when all I could think about her was how I missed her. Then I looked up – O! M ! G! there was not
one happier person on the face of the entire planet!!!
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