Distance.........

I was going away by myself to visit family this weekend. Even though it was probably going to be one of those busy weekends where Jane and I wouldn't be able to see each other we both came to the realization that just the extra distance between us was almost unbearably painful. I always miss Jane. Heck. As I'm driving away from seeing her all day (when we're lucky enough) or all afternoon or all morning when we can manage morning TOAST (our little code word for morning sex :-) ) or after lunch and just smooching, I miss her. But the distance makes it worse for some reason. Maybe because the possibility of seeing each other if something opened up in our schedules just isn't there. Maybe because it's just distance and I want her in my arms. Maybe because I wish that she could manage an escape for the weekend and come with me and we could spend the entire weekend together in bed (What? We could get room service:-) ) and wake up next to each other. We've still never managed a "sleepover." Only that one night till 3 or 4 in the morning, but there was absolutely no sleep to be had.

So today. Literally 10 minutes before I was about to leave on my train. I look over and see Jane coming in to say goodbye ♥! OMG I so tried to contain myself (we were in public at a busy train stain) but I found my arm reaching out to her and I touched her side). I was so beyond happy to see her! OMG I can't even tell you!! I was missing her terribly and my messenger app for my phone was acting screwy as I was trying to chat with her before she got there. When I saw her, I said "I want to kiss you so badly!!!" She replied "I can see that." and laughed. She even brought me a little present with a saying that we had to each other from a movie before we actually said the words "I love you!"

I had to kiss her! I had to hold her! OMG she was wearing a sundress that I had seen before which drives me wild and I wanted to do a whole lot more if we had any privacy at all - LOL. I walked her out and took her in my arms and did manage a couple of sneak kisses in a little hidey spot! Oh my baby I was so soooooooooo very happy to see you! I have my little present in my pocket as I am heading down and I love love LOVE you so very much!!!♥